P. S. I Love You
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Ayaan walked in mindless
circles, his anger pushing him all the time. The feeling was so strong that he
couldn’t think clearly. He wanted to find Sameer and kill him. He couldn’t rest till he had Sameer’s blood on his hands. He had
wanted to go straight to his home but Shruthi had told him that he had
disappeared after their mom’s death. She had no clue where he was. Ayaan was skeptical.
If she had hid the truth once, she could hide it again. He wasn’t going to
believe her now, no matter what justification she gave for her actions. It was
because of her that Kayra was suffering today.
through the haze of anger into his rational mind. The more he thought about her,
the faster his anger drained, only to be replaced by hurt. Poor girl! He had blamed
her all these years for ditching him and running away. He had held her
responsible for the turmoil in his mind. But what she must have been through
had never crossed his mind! He felt ashamed of himself. He had run away too,
hadn’t he? He should have stayed, pursued her till she told him the truth. But
he hadn’t. In a fit of anger and hurt, he had left without trying to find out
anything. Pain seized him hard.
was! Was she fine? A shudder ran through him as he thought of other
possibilities. No he wouldn’t think anything bad. He had failed her once but he wasn’t going to repeat the same mistake again. He had to focus. ‘First
things first’ he told himself. Shruthi had said that she had tried to find Kayra but she
hadn’t tried enough. Ayaan drew out his iPhone from his pocket and scrolled
through the contact list till he found the one he was looking for – Jason.
Jason was a friend and a client who ran a private detective agency. ‘He is the
guy’ Ayaan thought as he explained Jason the tasks. He needed Jason to find two
people as soon as possible. Though he wanted to go find Sameer first and teach
the bastard a lesson, he asked Jason to find Kayra first. “Don’t worry about
money. Just find her soon. Please?” his voice broke on the last word. Jason
assured him he would give his best and asked him to mail the photographs and details of the concerned people before
disconnecting the call.
How he wished she had told him the truth instead of running away! “No matter
where you are hiding, I will find you Kayra” he said aloud. “Because I Love You”
There! He had said it finally. Some people turned and threw weird glances at
him but he didn’t care. All that mattered at the moment was finding his love
and making sure she was alright. Once that was done, he would never let her go!
To be continued…
About today’s novel: P. S. I Love You is a novel by Cecelia Ahern. Holly couldn’t live without her husband Gerry, until the day she had to. They were the kind of young couple who could finish each other’s sentences. When Gerry succumbs to a terminal illness and dies, 30-year-old Holly is set adrift, unable to pick up the pieces. But with the help of a series of letters her husband left her before he died and a little nudging from an eccentric assortment of family and friends, she learns to laugh, overcome her fears, and discover a world she never knew existed.
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