(Read the previous chapter here)
Lucy served the dinner.
Dinner was her favorite time which she got to share with Ayaan. She always
made it a point that they at least had dinner together. She loved spending time
with him. “How was your day?” she asked him as she passed the curry. “It was
the usual. Work and more work. You tell me, how was your day?” he asked. “Great!
I had been to shopping and while coming back, I bought some chocolate ice cream”
she replied grinning. Without realizing, Ayaan blurted out “Chocolate ice
cream? They were…” “Kayra’s favorite” completed Lucy. The grin from her face
had disappeared. Ayaan felt guilty. He tried to apologize but Lucy waved it
off. The easy banter was gone. They finished their dinner silently, each trying
to find answers to the questions buzzing in their mind.
watching Ayaan sleep. He looked handsome without those worry lines on his
forehead which had become a permanent feature of his face. Her mind travelled
back to the time they had met. His company had outsourced a project to the
company she was working in. She was the team lead and she had met him few
times. It was hard not to fall for the young handsome bachelor. What started as
a fling had then developed into something more and it wasn’t long before Lucy
had started dropping in to spend time with him every now and then, like she had
done today. Ayaan had been honest when he had confessed about his past. He had told
her in absolute words that he was not able to forget Kayra yet and Lucy had
been willing enough to give him time. She believed her company would help him
get over the past. But now, six months after they had started seeing each
other, Lucy wasn’t certain about that anymore!
life was about Kayra. Kayra’s likes, Kayra’s dislike. Hell! She felt like she
could write a book on that girl she had never met. Did Ayaan even know that
chocolate ice cream was her favorite too? She doubted that! Would she be
courting heartbreak if she held on to him? She didn’t know. Did he even love
her half as much as he loved Kayra? She didn’t think so! Was she wrong when she had
courted him? Yes, she had done it! There was no way she could wait for the workaholic
Ayaan to do that. She knew it would take eternity and he still wouldn’t do
that. So she had made her move first and had tried until Ayaan finally agreed to give them a shot. What could she have done? She was head over heels in love with him. “Have I done the right choice?” she asked
aloud, wishing someone would answer her. She sat there, listening to the wind,
trying to decode the secrets it seemed to whisper in her ears. After thinking
for long, she decided she would confront Ayaan in the morning. She wouldn’t put
it off anymore, waiting for him to come around. She had taken the matter in her
hands once before and now she would do it again!
To be continued…
About today’s novel: ‘Just Listen‘ is a novel by Sarah Dessen. Last year, Annabel was “the girl who has everything” – at least that’s the part she played in the television commercial for Kopf’s Department Store. This year, she’s the girl who has nothing; no best friend because mean-but-exciting Sophie dropped her, no peace at home since her older sister became anorexic, and no one to sit with at lunch. Until she meets Owen Armstrong. Tall, dark and music-obsessed, Owen is a reformed bad boy with a commitment to truth-telling. With Owen’s help, maybe Annabel can face what happened the night she and Sophie stopped being friends.
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